I’m a lonely creature
With pleasant features
Long hair
Long dress
Femininity infinity
To some demure extreme
Dainty and dolly
Friendful I seem
I’d kill to be alone
But lonely, it kills me
Killing, it thrills me
Then I wake up sober and regret
What have I done?
I’m sickened by love songs
Yet they’re my lifeline
They keep me breathing and kicking and screaming
He is
He is so uncaring
So cold
So bad
So low
But to me he is perfection
His warmth keeps me alive
It kept me alive and alove
Now I am asleep to survive
To lie and not to die
There have been all too many gentlemen
One particular is more perfect
More for me
Kinder, better, stronger
Yet it is not him
He is not him
No one is him
I am not me without him